psychic debris

by sunnyside uppers

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what i wanted was expected too when i needed more than i could do what i wanted was expected too don't you tell me what you think of me cause i need you more than i can see don't you tell me what you think of me
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02:09
times are tough, i know why let's give something else a try could be me, it could be you there's not a whole lot we can do it's over it's over coming up + coming in clearer if there's something i should do if there's something i should be if there's something that works for you won't you keep it away from me it's over it's over coming up + coming in clearer i know things aren't going good there's nothing that i can say i don't know all of the details and you're not listening anyway
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03:30
i don't know
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03:40
windy, come on over let me show you what i'm thinking about it's you and it's me windy, come on over i just wanna know you i know that i'm not supposed to and when it dies there will be nothing left is there a geyser where your knuckle bled all our supplies are running out, i guess there is no time and everything is fine if i believe the trick is in your mind
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you don't suspect it, but it's too late by now familiar, there's no escape is there some underlying path that i should take fix my mistake if all is lost all is lost if all is lost why am i still standing here i just want to disappear will this ever go away evidently not today slow to dissipate. does it show? is it just you and me here or does everybody know? if i could just unwind the past i guess i would seems like i should if all is lost all is lost if all is lost why am i still standing here i just want to disappear will this ever go away evidently not today does it terrify you deep inside? does it just annoy you? i dont mind if you have to shut me out i swear i'll try to understand this can't be part of someone's plan if all is lost....
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03:07
you came along, i couldn't remember your face or your name you sent me a note, i wrote you a letter the result was the same how did you know? nobody gets me and i don't know if there's any hope now you've got me and i won't go you came and went, it was november for a while, i couldn't wait till you came back and we were together you'd fix me up, ease my pain what if i forget you what if i ever get you
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04:20
what's in your letter i don't want to know throw it on the fire, warm me up, watch it glow yesterday's a useless memory it'll only drag you down, away from where you want to be i know it won't come back i know desperation, oh loneliness they're all around you then you're gone and i forget your reasoning, your circumstance your hesitation, waiting on another chance but i know it won't come back i know don't you talk to me about what i should have done it's not my fault if you don't like your own outcome doesn't matter what you thought or where we went wrong just go away go away what's in your letter i don't want to know keep it to yourself now, smother it don't let it grow sometimes you need corrective surgery i won't let you drag me down away from where i'm supposed to be i know it won't come back i know
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don'tcha tell me i don't know you're wrong, you're wrong don'tcha tell me i can't go where i want, it's my song if you don't like it, you don't have to stay you're not gonna like the rest anyway if you don't like it you don't have to stay won't you please go away don'tcha tell me i don't know you're wrong, you're wrong
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when does it end will you ever be ready you just pretend you know, you know, you know been here before never felt like home who is this for? who's watching you when you're all alone? trying so hard you make it impossible wasted again it never comes out right lost on your friends its worth it cause you know you fought the fight trying so hard you make it impossible don't you wonder when it'll be enough don't you wonder if you should just give up trying so hard you make it impossible is there anybody home
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lie to me softly i'll give you all i own abandon my instincts just don't leave me alone now that you're gone, i feel guilty i can't deny how you failed me don't ask me i'll beg your pardon i'll lay down at your feet dont' let this upset you don't take away my seat i think i need a vacation from all the self-immolation you let me this isn't how it has to be the more of you, the less of me
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I am a humble sucka from a humble neighbourhood. My father he disowned me when he felt I was no good I always tried my hardest at home and when at school. My teacher though- never liked me. Said I was a fool! I guess I got my wires crossed about the golden rule. You cannot steal another man’s gold to claim it as your own. You cannot replace it with a cheaply PAINTED YELLOW ST-OOHHHH-NNN But I know I am my own man and and my successes I shall find If only I can overcome my demon- WHITE WINE
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don't know what you do to me dont know what you do to me didn't think someone could change the way i see don't know what you do to me i just want to show everyone that i know but it's not really appropriate i can't accept too much i can express my thoughts and shovel it don't know what you do to me don't know what you do to me ever get the feeling you're living someone else's dream don't know what you do to me i just want to show everyone that i know but it's not really appropriate i can express my thoughts i can accept what i've got to show for it
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drugs drugs drugs thank you for my life
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00:39
camping on my lawn minding what went wrong and i don't know yet i don't know camping on your lawn thinking bout what went wrong i'll sing my little song from night until the dawn
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03:10
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and i gave them to myself :*(
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01:48
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what did i say to make you go away yesterday now here i lay once again watching the rain does it fall on your shoulders anymore shut the windows in the basement, let it pour when there's nothing left to lose we watch it all grow back again words you might misunderstand you may be right so lend a hand don't get uptight with all of your plans does it fall on your shoulders anymore shut the windows in the basement, let it pour when there's nothing left to lose we watch it all grow back again this doesn't happen to your friends what if i was sad? would it make you feel bad? what if i didn't mean it you just thought that i did? what if i'm outrageously extraordinary what did i say to make you go away yesterday now here i lay with all my friends watching the rain does it fall on your shoulders anymore shut the windows in the basement, let it pour when there's nothing left to lose we watch it all grow back again this doesn't happen to your friends bet you never thought that's how this would end
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i don't have time for this it's already lost it's a long way down when all you want to do is wait with a list of crimes to answer for did you get your chance or is it already too late do you need a push out the door i don't have time for this it's already lost be my therapist someone i can't exhaust everybody they've got something
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(instrumental)
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i hope you feel it coming back again it's all coming back
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01:39
good egg, good egg all this running when we could've just left it longer now i finally got you out of your shell thought i wanted to spice it up is it stronger? oh well, oh well good egg
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02:27
i see your face you don't know what it does to me watch me erase your preconceptions of what i should be i don't care about the one thing i know for sure got the whole world knocking at my door i see your face you don't know what you're doing to me in cyberspace you come along to set me free all this time that you spend thinking bout yourself i just want to pretend i'm someone else i see your face now won't you show me a little more well i can wait don't make it easy, i'll get bored i don't worry bout mine cause i know it's true there's not a whole lot here between me and you show me your face there's no reason to be ashamed it's no disgrace i don't need to know your name all i know is what i like and it's what i see want to feel a connection 'tween you and me
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baby i know that you don't understand i know that it's not your fault you just have to do what you do for yourself don't think about me at all baby this arguing's wearing me down you know that i'm way out of line if i could just do what you say i should do everything would be fine if you were someone else, you'd know how i feel i wouldn't have to make you see i can't keep waiting until you come around so why is it up to me? every time you hurt every time you hurt me i find out how this works every time you hurt me baby you're muttering under your breath why don't you say that to my face you think i should thank you cause you took me here i guess that was my mistake i'll understand when you admit that i'm right i'll smile and turn the other cheek i'll be your sympathetic ear all night you don't have to let me speak every time you hurt every time you hurt me i probably make it worse every time you hurt me for all i know this is the best thing that is ever gonna come my way i wanna tell you that i'm leaving even less than you need me to stay don't try to argue, i don't want to sit and listen to it anyhow don't make me question my impression when i thought that we could work this out baby i know that it's not your fault i know that you don't understand but i can't just tiptoe around what you want i'm not a part of your plan every time you hurt every time you hurt me i find out what i'm worth every time you hurt me every time you hurt every time you hurt me i find out how this works every time you hurt me
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02:47
help me out i'm in your window if i'm around why do you mumble? oh, tell me there's an end to this i don't know how to keep it together it's my turn now gonna make you cry oh, tell me there's an end to this just take my fear and run with it but not to day it's dragging me under so why do i wonder i want to become her help me out oh, tell me there's an end to this just take my fear and run with it tell me there's an end to this
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i want to thank you though i don't know where i'm going it's impossible to see i can't pretend to ever understand the reasons it's all happening for me accept, i guess it's one in 400 trillion should be good enough for me protect this mess if i'm running out of anger am i out of steam? i want to thank you though i don't know how to tell you you mean everything to me the past, all we've been through it could feed your sense of purpose you might miss what turns out to be accept, i guess it's one in 400 trillion should be good enough for me protect this mess if i'm ever out of anger am i out of steam?
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01:29
well, uh, mark here originally started it and we wanted to form an original band that’s like nothing else you know, like the bands of the 70s and 80s so, uh, we took our initals first initial i’m curtis which is a c and then you have the o m is mark p is, uh, peter and todd which makes complete basically the initials is how we did it in the band name they’re in the band name complete all them initials are in that band name i wanted to go in the original scene you know, the underground scene where we can play our music we don’t have to worry about the cover scene knowmean, you know covers, it’s not from our heart from our soul like our music is it’s from our heart and our soul and that’s what counts to us
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holding on to what it should have been nothing's wrong don't let me drag you in it's only what you make it now and then i think about you let's pretend i never found you it's easier than facing my eternal walk away it's fine, i'll get the nerve someday it's everyone else's turn so i'll just wait for mine don't tell me it's over letting go i don't know how to tell myself so much about you i've got a destiny and there's no way i'd tell you this but yesterday i should have kissed you it's only now i see it my eternal walk away it's fine, i'll get the nerve someday it's everyone else's turn so i'll just wait for mine don't tell me it's over holding out for when the time is right staying in not feeling it tonight i know i'm just not ready to face the world they'd see right through me every time and if they knew me they'd run me out of this town my eternal walk away it's fine, i'll get the nerve someday it's everyone else's turn so i'll just wait for mine don't tell me it's over
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03:36
time and again i ask myself the same fucking questions is it gonna last or are we moving in the wrong direction? do we stand on stable ground? are we quickly just falling down? looking around something's different than it was from the start every day we seem to drift a little farther apart do we stand on stable ground? are we quickly just falling down? as hard as i might try to find a reason why i'm running out of answers in my mind little things that always come together in the end why can't we become more than only just friends do we stand on stable ground? are we quickly just falling down? as hard as i might try to find a reason why i'm running out of answers in my mind
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i just gotta be myself and i don't care if you like it, oh if you gotta hunt me down well you know, i can't change at all i'm still flying for one more day i'm still living it's more than you can say don't you think that i can tell what you're saying behind my back do you think your opinion will protect you when your line goes flat i'm still flying for one more day i'm still living more than you can say (guitar solo)
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02:59
i don't want to go outside today i don't want to let you know if i don't feel ok all i want to do is make you see all that you can be everybody wants so much to me i can't look out the window when i go to pee why can't you just leave me alone hang up the phone when i drive around in my car i always see it i don't have to look to far peeking out from every windowsill i'll get my fill everybody looks so good today i have to catch my breath i don't know what to say could it be we're thinking the same thing? i will be your king
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improvised lol
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01:27
i don't understand it i don't wanna get it it's not my fault if i don't really like it all these stupid songs sound the same don't sit there and tell me i'm too old, now it was so much better in my day
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let it go it's all behind you i don't know what you're looking for you don't have to feel it anymore you don't have to feel it so what's left to live for it's all over do what you wanna do i'm hung over could you keep it down you don't have to feel it anymore you don't have to feel it so what's it good for
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it's too late it's all behind you not today it'll just remind you you don't have to feel it anymore you don't have to feel it so what's it good for how's the pain is it wonderful? concentrate on what you know house of pain is it everlasting concentrate on the one who's asking you don't have to feel it anymore you don't have to feel it so what's it good for
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when you finally find a place where you belong you will realize it was right here all along it's your life you don't have to worry about what they tell you take your time and in time you'll see take control only you can get to your true destination it's up to you don't you wait for me they don't understand what's inside your head that don't mean it's wrong one day you'll be dead now you have a chance and you know just what to do don't let them tear you down they don't know what's right for you
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04:25
i'm not in need i'm not anything take what you want from me i'll protect you i'll hold you up and reflect you i know who you are if we can't agree just know i won't let you down take it out on me i respect you i'd never want to upset you but now, somehow here we are who we are relax, just breathe i don't think you understand what it is you see you're tired i'll protect you i'll stitch you up disinfect you don't you worry i'll never tell what i know yeah i know who you are
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there's no use pretending this is something it'll never be so much for you and me no need to keep on trying ending up in misery so much for you and me it's only me that keeps me wandering away better things are just around the bend that's what they say so if there's somewhere else that you'd rather be so much for you and me take what you need don't sit there wondering how it slipped away whatever thing can make you whole again must be ok you don't need to hang around pretending you're not free there's so much for you and me so much for you and me
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lies you're rehearsing "i'm doing all i can" it's hard to imagine deny and reprimand now that you're gone you're a scapegoat i'll keep you warm wear my raincoat believe me time to do nothing combative, i'm afraid wise but indulgent making lemonade now that you're gone you're a scapegoat i'll keep you warm wear my raincoat don't leave me it's not what it's supposed to be there's four of you, thirteen of me
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just wanna make it on my own
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when you told me i couldn't remember but i won't go there this time what you sold me couldn't be better i'm on board with this line cause i've read everything twice if you allow it into your life it must come true when you told me it couldn't be better i was happy that time
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how long do people last when nothing ever goes away? if i just breathe it out will it come back again? where does it stay? if i turn 32, retirement's not an option on that day what am i gonna do when you no longer need me? if i'm a plastic bag and you're the ocean we will never part if i'm a microbead i'll always find a way back to your heart but i'm an aging boy society has given me so much what am i gonna do if we decide i've lost my touch? it never goes away
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01:42
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writing a song on guitar is hard writing a song on guitar writing a song on guitar is hard so i don't do it anymore what if there's nothing left to say
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01:24
it doesn't matter what i think there's so many other better opinions it's not impeachable i was trying to protect you so what if i did it idiot we need that pipeline pipeline pipeline to our hearts and jobs and jobs you like to talk but
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i don't wanna let you go away i don't wanna let you go i don't wanna make you wanna stay but i don't wanna let you go the sun shines in your mind it makes you happy the sun shines in your mind and it's not right i don't wanna let you go away i don't wanna let you go real life is always cold and gray i don't wanna let you go the sun shines in your mind and makes you happy the sun shines in your mind and it's not right tell me something beautiful and i'll say "that's impossible" show me something magical and i don't care all i can imagine looks like something familiar, oh all i want is what's already here
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02:06
someday will you give it up you're stuck there haven't you had enough it's up to you you're thinking of what could have been you're drinking too much again what are we gonna do? you've got to know everybody's going through it we don't like to let it show it's not just you obsession with yourself it's out there everything else how will you make it through? you're feeling so all alone rejecting your perfect home you got to choose take it from me if you're committed to the darkness then the light won't set you free you've got to know everybody's going through it we don't like to let it show it's not just you masquerading as an empty shell you don't know what to do but i think you do
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shut up etc
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68 demos in a row. spontaneous compositions and orphans from the archives. updated daily (or as close as we get)
dec13, 2019 - feb18, 2020
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released December 13, 2019

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